I have been unable to sleep the past few days. Time drifts backwards and forwards like fat kids in a wave pool. There's nothing gentle or sane about it, only mindless tasks and mindless eating and mindless playing. My muscles have gotten so sleepy that I feel all the strain from my entire life (so it seems) built up in them with every movement, but still I cannot sleep just yet.
Purportedly, it is due to my lack of direction.
I flunked my last semester, mostly because I just stopped attending, but with all the free time I've had, a lot more time has come to think over that choice, and progressively dislike it. I removed the tire from my rear wheel, ripped down my sail, robbed a bank but forgot to take anything. That's not entirely true. I spoke with the dean of student affairs over there yonder college, and he told me that the grades would not be expunged, but I could retake all of the classes and have my GPA recalculated. SO... I can save my ass, since my first semester was a 4.0, as was each following semester, until last fall.
In other news, we finally put down my dog of 16 last wednesday and it hit me harder than I thought it would, I found out that they make a SUPERCHARGER KIT for my motorcycle which is insane, I just bought a new seat for the bike and it is extremely comfy (thanks, Sargent!), and I am still madly in love, having been so for the past year and a half.
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